I'm back and i'm fine but damn if i can't type shaking like this. I thought it'd help trying to talk to some sane people. I cant even type fucking people out properly this is so much worse than when I was drunk this whole thing took me forever to type and I've made about a million errors it's not helping at all I can still feel His eyes on me watching me try to comfort her He's in her dreams I bet you anything. I'll post properly later. I need a walk or something I need to get away.
God, that sounds crazy reading it back, but I cant be fucked punctuating it now. You'll all just have to deal. I'm fine. I really am. I'm just terrified and feeling really dirty and well you all know what it's like with Him watching you and I can't shake the feeling. Heh. Like the lizard on the rock all over again, I swearotfuckingBran.
Small comfort for you all out there hopefully He can't be in two places at once over too long a distance because He's going to be so busy tonight, you have no idea. But then maybe there's one for each country - that's one of the theories, right? So maybe just Australia. I'll explain later what I can anyway. This whole thing took me like an hour and it hasn't helped a bit I have to go and I mean it this time.